My life

Mos of the time, I am happy and safisfied with my life. There are times I start to think about what I should have done and didn't because either I was lazy or just didn't think about the whole picture. There ARE things I would NEVER change.
I am happy to have married my husband. I really believe he is my soulmate. Sometimes it does scare me, that we think so much alike, and that we are always on the same page. I cannot imagine my life without him. Mostly, I respect him. And I wish I could be more like him in many ways.
I would NEVER want to go through life without having children, especially the wonderful ones I do have. I am so serious when I say that I have NEVER loved anyone like I love my children. I don't think one can say they have loved till they have a child. Sometimes I feel sorry for people without children. They have NO idea what it means to love someone so much that you would lay down your life for them...in a second, without even thinking about it. The sacrifices are great too, but it makes the love you feel so much deeper and more meaningful. How do I describe that feeling, when your child puts their arms around your neck for the first time? Or when they are hurt, and only YOU can ease the pain. There are no words for that overpowering feeling. It is pure love...........the basic thing that makes everything so real. I think that there is NOTHING I wouldn't do for my children.
I would have done something more with my education. I would have finished college, and gotten a good job. That is the ONLY thing I would have done differently. But I guess it's never to late, and I am working on that right now.
So thing are as they should be...I am happy, surrounded by people that love me, and I love. I hope that never chages.